[The worst part is he doesn't want to leave. There is a stark difference between wanting and feeling he needs to. Most of his actions for most of his life have been the latter, not the former. He thought he wanted most of what he did, but as it turns out he just refused to allow himself to want things that didn't align with the plan he'd thrown his life away for.]
[He folds around his knee and looks Akira over, eyes half-closed.] ...is it?
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[He folds around his knee and looks Akira over, eyes half-closed.] ...is it?