Sorry. I know it didn't really get you where you wanted to go. [ The murdering thing was definitely not cool, and Akira can't imagine himself ever killing anyone anymore than he can imagine himself managing to talk Akechi out of committing murder. Still. ]

I've never really... There's not much in my life I've ever felt like I needed so badly I had to get it. [ There's really only Akechi, and when Akira thinks about Akechi being gone in any real capacity he feels like he can't breathe. ]

I always thought I was too passive.