I -- I can't. [ It's one of the things Akira doesn't think he can manage right now, but it snaps him out of his mask long enough to look almost panicked. ]

You don't -- you don't need me trying to push you into things or make decisions for you, so I can't --

[ He wanted to break down and he couldn't. Akechi rejected the idea of it and Akira -- that's fine with Akira, but he can't keep managing to do things both ways. He feels like he's tearing apart. ]

I don't know what you want me to do. [ Akira sounds very small and very, very tired. ]