You keep saying that like it means something.

[He wrenches his sleeve out of Akira's grip, turning on him.] What is it you want me to say, Kurusu? Yes, take me back to fabricated sweetness that I've known I could never really have since I was seven? Return me to what no one would but upset about regaining? A dead parent, the source of the only real love I've ever experienced-- oh, wait! You loved him, too, didn't you.