I can't tell you. [ Akira sounds torn up about it; the words are too harsh to his own ears, and he hates it, hates how raw he sounds. He can't put up the barest pretense of having his shit together when he feels this way.
He doesn't think he's felt this way since the first time he was arrested. ]
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He doesn't think he's felt this way since the first time he was arrested. ]
You're going to be furious, but I -- I can't --